Monday, 7 January 2013

+ xbaek berprasangka tpi......+

SALAM

as usual salam diberi sebgai pembuka bicara,,,,
aq skunk berada diambg stress plus tkut ngn my new rumate.....
she is non-muslim....pada mulenyer aq rase kami boleh la jadi rakan serumate mmdgkn dye ny clasmates aq.....tpi bru dalam 1 week aq berumate ngn dye,,, i think she is psychotic......mmg x baek berprasangka...p korg pening x bler dye ny asyik nk follow korg 24 hours,..aq ade bff,,nana n irah...kami mmg biase bertiga..but unlucky bler dye turut join group kami......bkn x boleh p nthla i can't accepted..lepas uh dye ny dalam kelas duduk kat sebelah aq,,,she is annoying....baik dye ny seolah2 mcm ade makne.....ex rumate dye pon pernh complain pasal dye....dulu mase dye serumate ngn kwn2 dye,,dye jarang lepak ngn dorang sebb byk abizkan mase ngn her bf,,but after bfnyer praktikl,,dye seolah2 xde member....tu y dye dekat ngn kitorg.....i am so shock bler dpt tw prangai dye ny mcm ny.....pas uh...dye ubah n rapatkn katil kitorg without my permission....aq x tw ape point dye.....n then ruangan bhgian bilik  aq jadi makin sempit sbb dye punye space luas gler.....aduh..stress beb....n then sorry tu say ,,,aq x tw ape point dye letak kitab agama dye kt tepi tmpt aq tido......sepatutnyer dye kene respect agama aq jgk.....aq jgk ade al quran, yasin,,but aq x tunjuk dpn dye coz aq respect agama dye....aq x tw la apela malang sgt aq dpt rumate mcm dye,,,,dye menmbhkn lagi stress aq..huh! aq rase dye kene jumpe psychiatrist kot.....Wallahualam.....semoga aq jadi lebh tabah dengan dugaan y menimpa selepas ny...amin.....

Saturday, 5 January 2013

::Trust Our Love::

 SALAM.....

Dear diaries,,,,td aq ade skype ngn dye,,,my syg @ my abang,,,,hmmm..dye ske mengusik aq pasal nak cri pompuan lain berbagai,,,,,,lepas uh dye ade ckp ,,,aku ny cute,boleh je aq tinggal kn dye,,,p aq ckp kt dye,,aq syg kt dye,,,,aq xske dye ckp mcm uh.......aq tkut untuk hilang dye.....dye lelaki y berjaya mengawal tahap kecemburuan aq,,,,,,dye ajar aq supaya bersabar dlm satu2 perhubgn,.....i really love him......aq da masuk 21 thun,,,,tentula aq nk satu perhubgn y lebh serius,,bkn setakat cinta monyet jer.......aq ade mengadu kt mmber aq,,,p mmber aq bg nasiht,,,,y dye uh sebenarnyer sygkn aq n xnk tinggalkan aq..so aq x ptt curiga pada dye......aq btul2 x nk kecewa lg...cukuplah dgn dye ,,,end of our relationship is married n having a child...that's all...i really love u MR.Z...